Nobody talks about the end of a friendship
A relationship all gone
you don't know what went wrong
and this is someone, a chosen family, we are done
You are the villain in their story
No control of the narrative
The pain anguish
You want to talk, you want to know
They tell you nothing with many words
It is like we used to know each other's wrongs
and now we are just strangers; we don't get along
There is pain,
there is hate,
there is distance
Finding out as the last person of that sentence
Moving forward from a betrayal,
alone
The family is gone
The appreciation now are doubts
It was really my fault?
You don't want to play any games
Nor policing your grieving
It was destiny
to be just like this?
Then why
it was so difficult to leave?
You are now a cadaver (in their closet)
Just another trace to decompose it
Because they don't want any hardships
That's why they have no friendships
Pauline Massimo
21 Dec 2024